Offloading and worrying

Hey everyone,

I'm sorry I didn't blog yesterday, I was feeling a bit off. Not sick off, just emotionally off. Not that I mind, because everyone needs someone to offload on at times and I love that person to be me but then I feel like my problems are insignificant because compared to there's they are and I don't want to offload onto them because they're not important problems, just stupid things everyone has to deal with.

I'm sorry I'm being so confusing. I guess what I'm trying to say is compared to problems I've had before, the ones I have now - are nothing.

I don't even know what I'm saying. Ha ha. Please don't take any notice of this weird rant.

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I remember when I was little and the only thing I had to worry about was 'what do I get at the canteen today?' or 'do I wear my hair up or down?'

Now there's an endless list of things to worry about. And after a while, everyone worries about them - well I hope I'm not the only one. Tell me, am I the only one that worries?

I think my problem is, I worry about too many things at once;
'Will my friends cope with HSC?'
'Will I manage to get a job?'
'How will I cope with going to work five days a week after not working or going to school for over two years?'

Mum calls me a worry wort. Ha ha.

My other problem is I have too much time to worry. I know once I get out there and do stuff, I wont have time to worry.

I look forward to that.

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I can't WAIT to get a car and start driving everyday. I think once I get the hang of it, I am going to love it. I know there's a hundred things to think about but good driving is in the genes, I just hope the genes kept flowing and were passed on to me.

I have to go. Getting hungry, ha ha.

Be good, have fun and keep safe.

Love WriterGirl

P.S. Sorry about my rant!